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Post by felix white on Sept 29, 2009 23:53:15 GMT 1
As Kassi spoke his last few words it felt like Felix's heart was just about to jump out of his chest. He couldn't believe that this was happening to him. Normally he just thought he would be calming Kassi down. Never in his entire life did he ever think he would be telling the man of his dreams that he was in love with him and would be asking him to be his boyfriend. All Felix could do was smile for a bit. That was when he remembered that he still had to condition Kassi's hair.
Reaching over for the bottle of conditioner Felix just poured some into his hand before he began to run it all through Kassi's hair. Felix had even decided to use his own comb to brush Kassi's hair. Rubbing the conditioner throughout his hair Felix just helped the younger boy lay back into the water and began to rinse all of it out. Once every last bit of it was out of his hair he just helped Kassi back up into a sitting position. Felix just placed a soft kiss on to his lips before he stood on up and grabbed a couple of towels.
He laid one beside the tub where he use to be kneeling down so Kassi could step on to it while the other he just had it laid over his arm so he could dry the younger boy. Felix then held his hands out to his boyfriend. "Come on babe its time to get you out of there and into some pj's and into bed" he suggested calmly to him. Felix had even decided on allowing Kassi to wear a set of his own pj's for the evening so his scent would be able to help calm down the younger boy. |
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Post by kassidy berwik on Sept 30, 2009 2:05:05 GMT 1
( PLEASE DON'T LET ME GO )i desperately need you It was a sort of surreal feeling, and a part of Kassi was a little...wary about this. He was paranoid about a lot of things and one of them was not getting hurt. It wasn't that he didn't trust Felix or anything, it was just that his brain didn't exactly trust him. That little part of his brain that didn't trust a lot of things/people. So that part of him was just waiting for total failure - for things to collapse right on top of him. Hopefully that part of his brain wouldn't be right about this one. Kassi didn't even want to think about what that would be like. No need to send himself into a panic attack or anything.
The rest of his bath he was in a sort of a daze. A happy daze, because he couldn't believe that this had just happened. He had a boyfriend now and that boy was Felix. Wow. Kassidy glanced over at Felix as he brought him back into a sitting position and then kissed him on the lips again. His eyes trailed after the older boy as he got up and got some towels, then came back and set down one of them. Felix held out his hands and Kassi figured that that must be his cue to get out. He stood up, grabbing onto Felix's hands so that he wouldn't fall.
Once he was out he shook his head a little, like a wet dog, and he ran a quick hand through his wet hair (it was a habit of his to run his fingers through his hair a lot, especially when it was wet.) "Are you sure it's alright if I sleep with you in your bed?" He asked, twirling a piece of his hair in his fingers, then dropping his hands and looking over at Felix. Kassi smiled. "'Cause I tend to cuddle a lot in my sleep." He was pretty sure that Felix wouldn't mind, but asking him anyways felt like the right thing to do. And there was no arguing once Kassi had thought of something as 'the right thing to do.' [/size]
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Post by felix white on Sept 30, 2009 2:37:27 GMT 1
Felix just smiled on over to the younger boy as he stepped out of the tub. At the sound of Kassi's question Felix just nodded his head. "Of course it's alright with you sleeping in my bed Kassi you've done it before even before we started dating and now that we are dating you don't even have to ask if you want to cuddle with me or sleep with me just come to my bunk alright babe" he just asked him softly. Grabbing the towel that laid on his arm Felix then began to dry off Kassi. He didn't even mind the fact that Kassi was naked right now. He wanted to do whatever he could to help the younger boy and now his current perfect boyfriend. Felix didn't want him catching a cold so he made sure to dry off every last drop of water that was on his boyfriend's body.
Once that was done he just helped Kassi into a fresh new pair of his boxers then Felix just grabbed his favorite pair of pj's and helped Kassi into them. He had decided on his favorite pair since Felix knew that was the pair he wore most so it should smell like him the most. Felix just had a feeling that his scent would be a relaxing and calming sensation to Kassi. Blow drying Kassi's hair dry he just smiled at his boyfriend. "There now doesn't that feel better babe" he just asked him softly.
Lifting him back on up into his arms Felix carried the younger boy on over to Felix's bunk and laid him down before he laid down beside him and tucked the both of them in. Felix even made sure that he laid as close to Kassi as he could so the younger boy could cuddle up with him. "Your perfect baby and James missed out on such an amazing guy I love you never ever forget that" Felix just whispered to him softly as he placed a soft gentle kiss on to Kassi's lips and cupped his cheek gently into the palm of his hand. |
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Post by kassidy berwik on Sept 30, 2009 3:21:47 GMT 1
( PLEASE DON'T LET ME GO )i desperately need you Permission to cuddle with Felix whenever he wanted to? Could this day get any better? Kassi smiled and nodded. He hoped Felix knew that he would hardly spend a night not in Felix's bed because there wasn't a day that passed that he didn't feel like cuddling. He would just have to remember to bring Todd with him sometimes - he didn't want the little lion to get jealous if he was cuddling with Felix more. Kassi stood still as his boyfriend dried him off. Felix was being so helpful and sweet, he didn't want to mess him up or anything...though he wasn't quiet sure how someone got messed up on drying someone off. Oh well. Might as well stand still anyways.
When it came to getting dressed again, Kassi helped as much as possible, just as he had helped with getting his clothes off. He was put into what he recognized as Felix's favorite pair of pj's. Once he was all dressed in them, he sniffed the pj's. They smelled just like Felix. He wrapped his arms around himself in a sort of action of hugging the pj's he was wearing. "Mmm, you smell so good," He said as he smelled the pajamas again. The scent was really comforting to him. Again he stood still as Felix blow dried his hair - the hot air felt really good. Kassidy nodded. "Much better." He sighed.
Felix lifted him up into his arms and again Kassi wrapped his arms around Felix's neck. He let go and was set down on the bunk, and once Felix was laying beside him and had tucked them both in Kassi put his arms around him. He took in a deep breath and the scent of both Felix and Felix's pj's that he was wearing was overwhelming. In a good way. At the mention of James, he waited for another pang of sorrow or anger, but there was none. Or at least it was really small. He kissed Felix back, his eyes closing because it was that perfect. "I can't believe I liked him..and it took me so long to figure out that I really truly love you." Why had it taken him so long? Because James's pretty face had distracted him; that was a logical answer. He was actually kind of glad that James didn't like him - he was sure that if James did like him back, he would have never found out that Felix liked him and the whole order of the universe would have been all screwy. Kassi nuzzled his face into Felix's neck and he kissed Felix's neck softly. That was the closest thing his lips could reach. [/size]
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Post by felix white on Sept 30, 2009 4:01:20 GMT 1
A soft blush formed gently on to Felix's facial features as Kassi commented on him smelling good. Never in his entire life had anyone ever told him that before. So hearing it from the one guy he was truly in love with just made it all the more special. "I could say the same about you babe but you always smell good" he told Kassi truthfully as his blush just grew to a deeper darker shade of red. As he heard Kassi's answer he just smiled softly. He was truly glad that Kassi was feeling better. Felix just hated anyone who made the younger boy upset or just put him down. It just wasn't right and Kassi didn't deserve to be put through that pain and suffering. "I'm glad babe I don't like it when your upset" he told him softly and truthfully.
When Kassi wrapped his arms around his neck a soft giggle escaped Felix's lips. He thought it was really cute how his boyfriend was acting with him. Now this was what love was supposed to be like. Not how James had treated the younger boy that wasn't even close to love. It just showed that there were people still in this mean big world that were meanie heads. Felix's smile just grew when he felt Kassi wrap his arms around him and Felix just wrapped his arms back around Kassi pulling the younger boy closer to him just allowing him to cuddle up into his chest if he wanted to. Felix just yanked off his t-shirt and dropped it down to the ground not even caring that his chest was now bare.
Felix just kept quiet as Kassi talked about James. "I know babe but sometimes you can't help for who you fall in love with even if that person is a big meanie head that doesn't deserve someone as awesome as you" he said simply. He then just squirmed down more so Kassi could reach his lips. Since he was older Felix was of course taller than Kassi but not much taller but still he was tall enough for Kassi to only reach his neck than his lips. He wanted it to be fair for Kassi. Felix then took his fingers and gently unbuttoned the top to his favorite pj's before he gently ran his fingers over Kassi's bare chest drawing small cute designs on to his bare chest and stomach.
"Do you want me to grab Todd for you tonight we can even stay up a bit longer and watch a movie babe I brought the notebook on tour I know you love that movie that's why I brought it" he suggested calmly down to his perfect boyfriend. |
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Post by kassidy berwik on Oct 1, 2009 3:28:34 GMT 1
( PLEASE DON'T LET ME GO )i desperately need you Felix took off his shirt and Kassi cuddled into his boyfriend's bare chest. He was all nice and warm, curled up with Felix, and there was no where else he would rather be than right here. He wasn't nearly as upset as he had been earlier. Maybe only a little upset; he would totally forget about James for a while. It was hard to forget someone that you loved/got bashed by.
Kassi smiled as Felix moved down so that he could reach his lips. Felix was taller than him by a few inches, so he couldn't exactly reach Felix's lips if he wanted to kiss him. Plus he was sort of lazy. It was sweet for Felix to move for him. Testing out Felix's new position, Kassi kissed him on the lips and smiled. "I love you." he muttered as he snuggled back up against his boyfriend. It felt like he had said 'i love you' a couple times already, but it felt good to say it.
Kassidy giggled as Felix unbuttoned the top of his pj's and started drawing with his finger on his chest. "Heyy, that tickles!" He said in between giggles. He squirmed around a little - he was really ticklish pretty much all over - still giggling. Once mentioned getting Todd he stopped wiggling around (but he was still giggling a little) and nodded. That was a good idea. Kassi didn't want Todd to be all alone. Even if Felix hadn't volunteered to go get Todd, Kassi would have probably asked him to anyways.
Then Felix mentioned something about the all time best movie (though, sometimes Kassi couldn't decide between it and Titanic) of ever, The Notebook. Kassi's eyes got really bright at that. Sleep, or sit up and watch an awesome movie with his awesome boyfriend? The decision was easy. "Are you serious, we can really stay up and watch The Notebook?! You really brought it with you?! Oh my gosh, you are seriously the bestest ever." He was getting rather excited about this. [/size]
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Post by felix white on Oct 1, 2009 3:49:30 GMT 1
As Kassi kissed him on his lips Felix just kissed him back and smiled sweetly when the kiss had ended. "I love you too baby always and forever never ever forget that" he told Kassi softly. It felt so good to finally have his true feelings for the younger boy out there in the open and just loving him well it was magic. If it had never happened Felix would never ever believed that this could ever happen to him. Felix's smile just grew as he watched as Kassi squirmed and giggled as he continued on drawing small designs over his stomach and chest with his fingers.
"Your always so ticklish baby I don't know when I ever haven't tickled you just by touching you" he spoke truthfully as he stuck his tongue out childishly and giggled. Felix then placed a soft kiss on to Kassi's lips before he got out of the bunk for a bit. Once out Felix just made his way on over to Kassi's bunk and knelt down grabbing Todd and Kassi's stuffed elephant to sleep with tonight. He didn't care if his boyfriend slept with stuffed animals still. In fact in Felix's eyes it was adorable that Kassi still had some childish parts left to him unlike most teenagers who just thought they had to mature once they reached a certain age.
Walking back on over to his own bunk Felix just sat back down beside his boyfriend and handed Todd and the stuffed elephant to him. The stuffed elephant that Felix had handed to Kassi was the exact one Felix had won for Kassi at a carnival back in Canada. "Of course we can baby as long as you promise me that right when it's over your going to fall asleep you have to get up really early for practice tomorrow alright" he suggested calmly. As long as Kassi agreed to the suggestion then everything would work out. Of course maybe Felix would allow him to sleep in a bit later just so they could cuddle together. |
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Post by kassidy berwik on Oct 3, 2009 0:40:36 GMT 1
( PLEASE DON'T LET ME GO )i desperately need you Always and forever. That was a long time, and that was how long Felix said he would love him. That was serious commitment right there. Kassi smiled. He had never really thought that he'd get to hear someone tell him that. Now he had. It made him feel warm and tingly inside to be loved by someone that he loved back. Felix was still tickling him with his drawing on his chest and stomach with his fingers, which made him giggle more.
"I knoww! You're fingers are like..super tickley!" Kassi stuck out his tongue in return to Felix, and then watched him as he got out of the bed. He waited until Felix came back. Once he saw that Felix hadn't only grabbed Todd, but also had Timmy (which was name of the stuffed elephant Felix had won him; he named all of his stuff animals with 'T' names. His stuffed cow, which he had left at home to guard all of his things that he had left behind, was named TyTy.) He grabbed both of the animals from his boyfriend and cuddled them. "Thank you!" Kassi hugged Felix. "I remember when you won Timmy for me," He said, still huggling Felix. "I remember eating cotton candy, and going on the Ferris Wheel and flipping out 'cause we were so high up." That had been a good day.
Kassidy nodded - he'd make sure to fall asleep straight after. Anything to watch The Notebook with Felix. "I promise, I promise! I'll fall asleep the minute it's done, and I'll wake up early tomorrow too!" [/size]
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Post by felix white on Oct 9, 2009 3:50:02 GMT 1
Felix just smiled and blushed at the memory at the carnival. That was a day he deeply missed but now he had Kassi in his life he was sure they would have millions and millions more of happy days together and even sad days but those sad days they'll just change them into happy days. "I know babe we can go back there when we return home if you like" he suggested calmly down to his boyfriend. As he heard his boyfriend promise about getting straight to sleep once the movie was over and even getting up early tomorrow Felix just nodded his head as he kissed Kassi's lips. He then crawled on to his bunk and turned the television around slightly so they could see the screen. Turning the television on and to the right channel Felix then turned on the dvd player and popped in the notebook before he grabbed the remote and pressed play movie.
Cuddling back up with his boyfriend Felix kissed the top of Kassi's head. He then used his hands to prop the pillows up slightly so they could lay back but while they were laying back they could still see the screen and the movie. Laying back down Felix just brought Kassi with him and allowed Kassi to cuddle up into him and into his chest if he wanted to. While waiting the previews Felix just grabbed a box of oreo cookies for the two of them to share and smiled before he placed a soft kiss on to his boyfriend's cute nose.
Everything about Kassi was cute to him. Pulling up the sheets again Felix arranged Todd and Timmy so they could watch the movie as well but they wouldn't get in the way of the two boys. Placing one last soft kiss on to Kassi's lips Felix just quickly french kissed him before he blushed a darker shade of red and turned his head to the television with his arms wrapped around his boyfriend's small frame. |
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Post by kassidy berwik on Oct 11, 2009 20:23:19 GMT 1
( PLEASE DON'T LET ME GO )i desperately need you Ooh, go back to the carnival? Kassi smiled - he'd definitely have to hold Felix to his word. Just think how much fun they could have together at that carnival! If it had been that much fun when they were just friends, it would have to be even better now that they were together. Now he had something to look forward to once they got back to Canada besides seeing his parents. As Felix crawled across the bunk to turn the TV so that they could see it, and to put in the movie, Kassi watched him. He snuggled into the blankets and waited for Felix to come back.
Once Felix was back, cuddling up with him, Kassi kissed him as a sort of little 'welcome back to cuddling with me!' He wiggled around as Felix arranged the pillows, and finally rested with his head on Felix's chest. He had one his arms around his boyfriend while the other was busy holding Todd and Timmy. He was very comfortable at the moment. Kassi frowned a little as Felix moved again to get something. The frown disappeared when he saw what it was that Felix had, however. How could he frown about cookies?! Especially oreos.
Giggling as Felix kissed him on the nose, he let his boyfriend arrange Todd and Timmy so they could actually see. The way he had been holding they had sort of been suffocating in the darkness that was between him and Felix. He smiled as Felix kissed him again - the kissing turned to quick french kissing. When they had stopped kissing, Kassi smiled at Felix's blushing. "You're a really good kisser, ya know." He said absentmindedly as he laid his head back down and paid attention to the movie. [/size]
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