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Post by arie nichole williams on Oct 7, 2009 23:09:12 GMT 1
 YOU CAN FEEL THE POUNDING WRAPPED AROUND YOUR CHESTARIEWILLIAMS[/size] NOTHING'S TOO EXCESSIVE WHEN YOU'VE GOT NOTHING LEFT[/center] Arie had been talking to ash a bit more then she usually did. She didnt see him tons or anything because she knew when to keep her distance and all but she had at least got to talk to him. Which was an okay step she could say because it wasnt like she had to fuck him to ask him any question. Even the questions she did think of though during these times werent really all that important. Arie tended to really ask things that didnt mean much and just find things sort of written between the lines. She was always good at this and it actually scared her at just how much you could find out over a few different talkings to people and real random topics. It worked out well though ash had always been someone who was really hard to get to know. But she had known ash for a bit and actually became.. well friends or whatever he wanted to call them with him lately which meant he actually talked to her. even if it could normally be in a cruel manner she found it fun simply just talking to him. Though she found it weird just how much she enjoyed it. Because normally she was definitely one that preferred to just keep to the people that liked her and not really bug anyone or anything. And though she bugged ash for some odd reason she was actually tolerated. Maybe because she was the first person to actually try and get to know him.
Today arie had somehow managed to get ash to come over to her place. She wasnt sure how it happened or why he had even agreed but she had to admit she was quite excited.. just because she would be able to see him again and she actually planned on keeping her clothes on for once. Or at least trying which meant she would last for a little while and if he was trying to persuade her otherwise she would simply give in. Though things were a bit different this time seeing as she was with jasper now.. yet she wasnt with him because she liked him in that way either. She had always seen jasper as only a friend, yet she agreed to go out with him. why? because she didnt like that she had feelings for ash. because nothing would come of it, and she knew it. though she knew it was also dangerous to meet with ash, since he didnt care if the person was dating someone else. if he wanted her then he would get her. it was simple as that and arie would easily oblige because she was stupid like that.
Today she had decided not to go all out for her outfit, she knew it would be better that way which is why she settled on wearing a pair of blue skinny jeans, a yellow tshirt and a hoodie she had stolen from kassi a little while earlier. She didnt have tons of layers on but the hoodie was baggy and though she for some reason pulled off the whole baggy look quite well she was hoping he wouldnt find it attracting. She whore her hair down with a head band in her head and her sleeves on her hoodie rolled up. Of course this was matched with her loving glasses and well she looked nice, just she shouldnt. because she wasnt trying to impress ash, she was trying to pretend that she didnt have feelings for this person. Yet she couldnt avoid him either, because she had made a promise to herself that she wouldnt be like everyone else and just give up on him. he interested her too much to do that. Today she sat outside of where she was staying during the tour, she had her sketchbook on her lap with a pencil sitting on top of it, a sketch clearly almost done as well and she had a smoke in her hand. Though arie tried to convince herself that she wasnt addicted to smoking she knew she was, it helped with her stress and really it was just one of the many bad habits she had. Yet nobody ever seemed to mind, they just joined in with her. After all she was the one that looked fairly innocent on the outside, complete opposite once you got to know her.
Sighing she looked down at her sketch pad, not sure what she really thought of her drawing. She had been working the past few hours on it and still she was undecided. She had no idea when ash would actually show up so it wasnt like she was in any hurry to put her sketch pad away but she felt like if she continued the sketch she might just ruin it. And though she loved photography she loved drawing just as much. Just photography was one of those talents that she actually had to try in where drawing had always come to her naturally. Probably because it was just one of those many distractions she had in life when she had nothing better to do. Which had been a lot of the time. Her drawing was a simple scenery and really it was beautiful but arie didnt have much confidence in her drawings even though she knew they were good hence why it was hard to actually let others see them. So she normally kept them to herself except for like with kassi because he seemed interested in them at least. Sighing she blew out a stream of smoke and looked up at the sky. She was freezing today and thought of going inside but it seemed like such a waste. Since even though it was cold it was still beautiful and she would rather stay outside for as long as she could then go inside. She got bored much more easily there. And really she was waiting for ash, she just wouldnt admit it.
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Post by ashley jay collins on Oct 8, 2009 0:53:04 GMT 1
Ashley leaned back on his bed and leant against the wall, running through the conversation he'd had with Arie in the chat box earlier. Glancing across the room, he could see his laptop still sat on his desk with the screen closed. He wasn't even sure why he'd been in the chat box in the first place.. Usually he had better things to do. Most of the time he accessed it during the via his mobile (the damn thing was set up to automatically sign in and give him notifications when other people did) but he only ever used that when he was bored, or keeping tabs on someone.
His door was locked. Ash sighed, yawned and slumped further back against the wall, his head lolling back to stare up at the ceiling. He was always a lot more relaxed when alone; during the time he was with other people he hated to express any kind of emotions, no matter how frivolous. Sometimes it was a relief to finally have some private time and wind down - after all, Ash is just a human too. He shifted so that he was laid down on his back and shoved his pillow over his face, tempted as hell to just fall asleep. But no, he never allowed himself to do that. Sleeping was for the night time only, and if he chose to skip nights of sleep then the tiredness was his own fault.
Ash remained lying there for a few moments more before getting up and tensing back into his normal self. He knew that he should probably go and see Arie now, before it got too late. After changing his t-shirt, slipping on his converse and grabbing his mobile, he exited the tour bus and began his walk to where Arie was staying. Of course, she wasn't in a tour bus because she was a photographer - not a band member.
The distance wasn't far, thankfully, and Ash had time to contemplate. Why was he going? He wasn't sure. He didn't even know why the hell they'd been talking in the first place, he had an awful sinking feeling that he'd let Arie know way too much already. She was beginning to become a bit of a threat. Ash considered this. If she was a threat, would he need to get rid of her? Logic said yes. However, she wasn't a big threat, and getting caught for murder was. Right now she was doing no harm. For now. If she turned out to know too much then he'd need to act.
Ashley was wary of Arie. She always asked stupid questions, and yet Ash felt suspicious that even though the questions were stupid, she was getting the answers she wanted. Was he giving away too much? It also made him wary how she seemed so convinced that she wasn't going to 'give up on him'. This was new. Most people gave up straight away, or didn't even try. It was a natural reaction; so why was Arie pushing it? How hard would Ash need to push to get her to back off and stay away? For now, he figured, the marvel would wear with time, she'd eventually get bored and leave. Then it would be fine.
...But why had he come? Ash couldn't remember the last time he'd ever been asked to come over - by anyone. Except for one night stands, but they didn't count. That isn't was this was, is it? He wasn't going over today to screw Arie, he was going.. Well, he didn't know why. Ash had a feeling that he'd agreed due to that sentence she'd said in the chat box. Something along the lines of "i can still find stuff out even through the stupidest questions". This had made him curious - and even more wary. How much did she know about him? That was the purpose of his visit today.
Ashley lit up a cigarette as he was walking and took a drag on it, pleased to finally have a purpose to this visit. But why did Arie want him to come round? Hmm. Maybe she was planning on 'figuring him out' some more. Well, he'd have to be careful. More careful than normal; tighten up the act. No sloppy acting today. And he'd judge her back. He'd work out how she 'figured people out' - and then he could render it useless. It wouldn't work on him.
He could see Arie now - she was sat outside where she was staying. Ash didn't wave or announce his arrival or anything, he just strolled over and stood in front of her, looking down at her and wondering what the hell she was doing. Drawing, it seemed, although he couldn't see what she'd actually drawn from this angle.
Realising that he had no idea what to say ("hey" or "hi" sounded stupid and Ash refused to greet people civilly - he had to open up with either a smartass comment or an insult) he kept quiet, opting to keep his face fixed on a stony expression.
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Post by arie nichole williams on Oct 11, 2009 6:17:29 GMT 1
YOU CAN FEEL THE POUNDING WRAPPED AROUND YOUR CHESTARIEWILLIAMS [/size] NOTHING'S TOO EXCESSIVE WHEN YOU'VE GOT NOTHING LEFT[/center] Arie was someone that could easily be relaxed. Though arie normally was constantly on the go she knew when she had to give herself a break and just wind down for a little bit. It was something that was definitely needed for her since she had a bit of a habit of becoming a bit too wild after a while. Today was that motor down type of day. Sure she did her work and everything but she wasn’t hanging around with the crazy friends she had. Instead she was going to be around Ashley. Someone who really she had no choice but to be calmer around. It wasn’t like she wouldn’t be crazy if she wanted to, it was more like just the mood and everything shifted so she felt like she shouldn’t be talking much or jumping around compared to kassidy who she was crazy and always bouncing. You could tell with arie it was really the person who she hung around with on how she acted. You could say this would be her not truly showing her actual self, but to her it wasn’t that. She just didn’t show all sides of her to every person. She didn’t think it was really necessary and she felt comfortable with how she did things. This way nobody got too close and yet she still had good friends. Yet really if people actually thought about it they would notice that they don’t know much about her, because she doesn’t talk. She just asks questions about them, its sort of like she knows everything about others yet they don’t know anything about her. And she was hard to get answers out of.
Being outside for most of the morning, simply sketching a scene that was completely in her head was unlike her. She was one that really was always doing something so sitting around most of the day was hard but ash had never said when he was actually going to drop by and she didn’t want to be out when he did so she figured a cooling down day was in order. This is also why she wasn’t wearing her usual clothing which consisted of less layers and a bit more sexy you could say. The look she had now was definitely more of a artist in working type thing with the slightly looser clothing and her whole glasses and everything. Not to mention she had pencil marks on her hands and things from smudging and well it really did have its appealing ways. But in other ways it just was not something you saw arie looking like. So for ash to see her like this, especially ash she was really putting force something different. And maybe just showing a bit more of herself that she tended to hide from most. It wasn’t that she wasn’t proud of being an artist but it was the reasoning behind why she was one that really would give things away. She only was an artist because her mother, since a young age had always told her that she was complete crap at it. To move on to something else and stop wasting precious time on something that was never going to turn out right. So she was drawing to prove her mother wrong, though she did love drawing that really was her main reason. And she sold paintings and everything, to make it known that she had talent, not something she simply wasted her time on.
Arie had been surprised as to how easy it had been to get him to come to her place. Actually she had stared at it after a bit and just wondered why he had even agreed. Well he sure knew how to through some surprises in at her but really she did wonder if he even knew why he agreed to come see her. Though she knew that he wouldn’t not come now that he agreed. Arie didn’t want to get her hopes up though. She had been trying for a while now to consider her some sort of friend but she thought she was failing. Even so though, she wasn’t going to give up. She hated people who gave up on things and arie was one determined girl. She would do anything to even make him consider her as a friend and she was trying. Actually you could tell she worked hard, which is why she wondered how this meeting just came about without even trying. Arie always went over to his place, she showed up randomly and when she actually didn’t it took her begging just to let her over. So maybe he was actually beginning to like her? She didn’t know, and in some twisted way she was wishing he did, but more then just as a simple friend. Why she would ever even think of wanting to be with him was beyond her but she always went for the wrong guys. Love for her simply was just not meant to be and she had accepted that. And just went and tried to move on, yet for some reason it was a bit harder with ash. Just because she wanted to be around him and simply try and figure things out for herself.
Arie finished off her smoke about a minute before ash had made his arrival tossing it and stepping on it with the edge of her shoe. Arie honestly didn’t know why she smoked, or drank or did drugs for that matter. It wasn’t like she needed to it was just one of those habits. Just like back when she had lived on the streets she had used to cut, just because she liked the sight of her own blood. Not others, but her own. It was really weird that way. You could still see the scars on her arms from her cutting, yet nobody ever noticed till she ended up in the hospital. Weird how that worked. But that trip made her hate the hospital, yet it was another thing people didn’t know about her. When arie finally saw ash who stood in front of her she closed her sketch pad and looked up at him. She smiled gently, you could tell he didn’t get invited over to places often. Especially when it wasn’t for a fuck. Which today actually wasn’t. But she felt a bit awkward. Stepping forward she wrapped her arms around him and her lips moved to his ear ‘generally when your coming to someone’s, you say hello. That is a greeting’ she said in a whisper nipping at his ear gently in a playful manner, backing off taking his hand gently leading him inside. This was interesting, him not greeting people. But what did she expect, it was ash after all. Full of many surprises.
After setting down her sketch pad she turned to him ‘so i think we should play a game’ she said with a smirk moving closer to him. She had to find a way to both get him to have fun, yet find some sort of thing to get to know him at the same time. Even though she felt like she knew him better then the others at least. ‘the game goes like this, we both say some fact about ourselves. For instance if you said something like ‘i lived in London all my life’ i would have to guess whether it was a true statement or not. If i got it right you would take a piece of clothing off, if i got it wrong, your safe for a round. And we basically go back and forth. You can lie or whatever all you want. But you have to try and hide that as best you can. You game?’ she asked with a smile. This could be stupid little things or serious things. She just thought it would be fun and it would be something he probably wouldn’t mind either.
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